Please ignore me as I make a post as if I were a pre-teen rather than an adult
uhhhhhh i kind of have a boyfriend as of Friday
well we’re not actually dating because we don’t want to ruin our friendship
but we do couple-y things
and we established that we both have feelings for each other
but I still have feelings for Mr. I-Live-Eight-Hours-Away
so I kind of want to jump off a bridge
this stuff never happens to me and it’s complicated
can I please go back to where I was a month ago when no one liked me and I was single and stuff because I want to be forever alone again?
I feel so greedy and I know some would kill to be in my position (I know this because a month ago I totally wanted this attention) but now I hate it and I’m confused